Should i or should i not:

Should I or should i not ...................................... and then you can fill in the blank.
This has always caused problems to people in general.
As a Buddhist this should not be a problem.
A Buddhist believes in Karma and what is brought in front of you is due to Karma.
What is brought in front of you is not good is not bad until you make it so.

So if you need a teacher who ever shows up in front of you is your teacher.
That teacher is not good is not bad until you have doubt and in trying to clear your own doubt
you are led astray in your judgement and thus good or bad.

What ever you want to eat what is in front of you is what you should eat. when you get up
and try to get something else that's when you eat the wrong stuff.
What ever you wish to do what is in front of you is what you should do.
When you start to re-think what else you should be doing then you do the wrong thing.

In meditation too what ever you are led to do in meditation is what you should do.
Once you start reading should it be vipassna or should it be samatha or just blank meditation
that's when you do the wrong meditation.

Asking someone else beside your own teacher, what you need to do is absurd.
No one else know what is your Karma.
Anyone likes to think he/she knows what is right for you but that person is wrong and you will be wrong too if you follow the advice.
You and your karma is unique andonly you can know.
No one else can.

So do what is in fornt of you.
If you do not like what is in front of you then run.
That's what you have been doing RUNNING.
Do you wish to keep RUNNING still?????


des/boo-ngoh